ohlydia

2 people on a saturday

2007-08-25T01:59:11Z

DON'T BOTHER READING THIS. I JUST NEED TO CONCENTRATE ON SOMETHING FOR A WHILE.

Hotel basements can get creepy sometimes.
Especially if you arrive in the wee hours of the morning.
Its 9.50am and its rather disturbing. What with all the 7th month stories and the office located on the 4th floor. No one else works on a saturday except Yap and I. butbutbut, he only comes in after 10. damn u manager. HAHAHA
I need to pee. but im scared. Apparently it lurks in the corporate office. which is on the way to the bathroom. DAMMIT. YAP!! hurry up. hahaha

It's my fault. totally... okay maybe not

2007-08-20T16:48:58Z

sucks like this.
I silently pictured something a little more glamorous - obviously with a good ending.
It's okay . Its my fault to a certain extent. In which the skies the limit.
so, "WE" were thirteen. eugh
It's so fucking feasible. But I don't know where to start and neither do you.
There's nothing I can do or will do. So I'm just gonna have to miss you.

Hopefully I'll be reading about you in the tabloids. All the way from British Columbia.
That's just my way of showing concern. Don't fucking judge me. AHAAA

one last bow. "im dramatic like that"

2007-08-05T15:31:30Z

HAHA
I live on facebook.
see you on the other side.

love,
Lydia

?

2007-07-29T07:31:53Z

It's like. I died.

H E L P

2007-07-21T16:56:16Z

Please say you've seen/heard/noticed something/anything. we're desperate.

find felicia.

www.findfelicia.blogspot.com
www.xanga.com/comeheregirl

with love.
lydia

air freshener SOLD OUT? .... I want an ESPRAINATION NOW!

2007-06-21T09:57:08Z

How should I put this...

"I'm willing to breathe in your farts. FOREVER"

ahh.. I amaze myself.

Back to accounting. ouch.

Liar

2007-06-07T10:06:36Z

Good Shit. Period.
YAY

Miss Sehs Bom lover will be here for 2 days and during those 2 days I've got 1 test and 1 exam. FUCK YOU.

Yeah I lied about the good shit bit. I figured theres nothing more interesting than a sarcastic remark.

how comforting.

2007-06-03T12:51:17Z

selah ♥ says:
ok THIS time next week i will be in singapore

IF ONLY KIM, NARD, JAS AND MANDY FOLLOW SUIT.
life will be.. almost perfect. YAY

I love you long time.

Hi! may I purchase some fresh brains?

2007-06-03T07:39:09Z

So this is how someone jobless feels like.
It's okay I have something else planned... eeeeeeek. It's strange how I'm working harder than I did for finals. WHY LYDIA WHY NOW.
I miss work. I miss my collegues. I miss discount shopping at the airport. Yeah thats about it... yay so heres a hate list. UNLEASH THE INNER BITCH. I don't think anyone who reads my blog will have a problem with that. HAHA I'm so insulting. I know. HAHA

In point form to sooth your eyes. (I am THAT kind)
I hate people who:
- Think disjointed looking knees gives them good posture and makes them a little more kate moss. But I'm sorry. skin colour check please. PLEASE

- Make me run errands for them just coz I've got a mother who doesn't mind driving me around. (So.. what was my advantage that you were talking about?)

- Ask me how to get internships.

- Ask me how much allowance I get every month.

- Try to gain attention by slapping my arm every now and then when I'm already having a conversation with them.

- over use the word serious.

- think it's cool to wear hot pants with a thick jacket/scarf/cardigan and tell me its fucking freezing in singapore.

- Complain about the copious amount of concealer I apply on them and remind me that their pimples/scars/acne are still visible.

This is 99% harsh.
I hope for the love of myself and my friends.
please forgive me.
Coz I need this. A LOT!

pretty resume. ouch

2007-05-25T09:33:50Z

what is this? 2 managers occasionally 3 breathing down my neck.
I'm suffocating. In the best possible way of course. What I learn in a week is equivalent to 1 term at PLC. wow.
This morning I woke up thinking I hope I don't get stuck with finance again.. damn spreadsheets.
Next time, I'm gonna get internships closer to home.
10 hour work days and 3 hours of traveling time everyday doesn't make sense.
I've only got my own stupidity to blame.
like they say. No pain. No gain.

pretty resume. ouch

2007-05-25T09:33:14Z

what is this? 2 managers occasionally 3 breathing down my neck.
I'm suffocating. In the best possible way of course. What I learn in a week is equivalent to 1 term at PLC. wow.
This morning I woke up thinking I hope I don't get stuck with finance again.. damn spreadsheets.
Next time, I'm gonna get internships closer to home.
10 hour work days and 3 hours of travelling time everyday doesnt make sense.
I've only got my own stupidity to blame.
like they say. No pain. No gain.

fuck you. middlebury

2007-05-16T15:39:51Z

Lets runaway to RISD.
PLEASE?

I feel you

2007-05-16T15:26:53Z

I miss the close proximity, cold shoulders and warm hearts.
OUCH
It's like I never left.
I'm excited about Selah's visit. But I can't help but think whats gonna happen once she leaves. Theres nothing to look forward to anymore. It's gonna be like year 12 all over again. Crying in taxi's, waving, looking back. busting tear ducts.
All good things must come to an end.
go away.
I don't want it to end.

patchwork.

2007-05-09T13:57:55Z

Came across "patchwork" today.
Can't remember the last time I was embarrassed like that. long hair, braids, pig tails, coiffes. I was so... young?
HAHAHA I miss uniforms, blazers, jumpers and cheapo rockports. mmm I miss my squidgey school shoes.

you asked for it.

2007-05-09T13:31:42Z

PATHETIC is the only word that does justice to how im feeling right now.
But if you do need an analogy. read on...
HAHAHA
It's like lychee flavoured lip gloss gone wrong with a huge dollop of cheese stuck between the gap of your 2 front teeth.
YUCK.
mushmushmushmushmush.

don't bother reading. SERIOUSLY.

2007-05-06T13:21:13Z

I've always thought I'd never have to say this. But lately. Okay fine. not just lately but since I got home for good. Things have been pretty awry and I have no idea how to behave. Let alone feel comfortable in the "comfort" of your own home. HAHAHAHA

Yes that is not only absurd and ridiculous and I doubt it that anyone will understand. I say don't let the chauffeured kid with a highly strung mom fool you. It's stupid and almost impossible, simply foolish for one of such "old" age to behave and feel the way I suppose she does. Damn. I'm not giving in. Not anymore. Firstly I'm sorry but you can't push your weight around anymore coz I'm no longer 5 and I'm not afraid of anything. Maybe snakes. So yeah you caught me. I'm so deadly afraid of snakes that I'll probably just kill myself even before it could decide whether or not to attack me. But thats not the point im trying to make here.

Emotions aside.
Heres my sad attempt at creating an analogy. Or rather pose a question.
- A father has 4 children. 3 of them get along just fine. However there is the occasional oddball. (in this case the 4th child) who is CONSTANTLY irritating the shits out of everyone. Okay. basically Number 4 is the root of all problems. Wouldn't it make sense to send the 4th child to a mental asylum/therapy of some sort?

I don't like it when the minority get's his/her/their way especially when his/her/they happen to contribute the least and create the most problems.

I sound so vicious.
Yuck. This is so unfair.

SHOVE

2007-04-27T14:39:57Z

B: your life is like plastic surgery.
L: don't start.
B: seriously, why feel pathetic when you've got everything. well almost.
L: coz I'm human and I'm quite bad at living it.
B: stop lying. you're in love and you're being a bitch coz you dont wanna jinx it.
L: I'm starting to hate you.
B: I love you dushey.
L: I have no idea what that means.
B: what I'm trying to say is I love you more than your imaginary friend.
L: I'm going to bed.
B: what the fuck. lets go shopping tomorrow.
L: I ALREADY TOLD YOU MY LIFE IS RUINED. I AM BROKE AND I WANT TO CRY. thanks.

so, my parents confiscated my card and I have friends who pretend to be concerned just so that I'd fall for it and get kicked in the ass one last time before it gets old.

I only have myself to blame.

HA HA HA -at myself

2007-04-26T11:04:43Z

selah ♥ says:
HAHAHAHAHA
selah ♥ says:
IM ABT TO GO OUT
selah ♥ says:
with mandY!
selah ♥ says:
hahahaha
selah ♥ says:
to watch mooobie!
selah ♥ says:
YOU SHOULD COME!
weeedia says:
you fart.
weeedia says:
STOP
selah ♥ says:
hahahaha
selah ♥ says:
okay bebeh
selah ♥ says:
chat later
selah ♥ says:
loveyou

I can only imagine if I make a dollar everytime something like this happens. I'd be able to buy myself some bruno frisoni's. mmmm

Aiya. I ought to get shot

2007-04-24T19:26:41Z

A couple of things I need to say before I start hibernating.
It's 2.41am on a wednesday morning and I'm so damn sick of shopping.
I keep buying pretty things that I don't need and end up not having enough time to get what is really important. Which explains why I'm constantly walking around aimlessly flinging my card at cash registers as tho I've got money making machines as parents.
I am constantly whining about this and that only because I have really bad time management skills and I can never seem to even things out and actually do something sensible.
It's a vicious cycle.
I guess I'll probably shoot myself soon coz I've got school every freaking day and I work 3 days a week. Fuck. How the hell am I suppose to do homework? ahahas.. I'm hoping there will be heaps of Wongtai's, Selah's and Jasmine's in my class.

only because its been too long.

2007-04-12T16:23:38Z

Shanghai this weekend. Will be back on the 24th.
Don't bother calling me unless I message you or something.

ps: selah, I'll stay for you. so special tis you. I gave up california for Belah farting. sloth love you long time. PROMISE. BOOK YOUR TICKETS NOW!!

Mandy, Nard, Kim & Jasmine. DONT BOTHER TALKING TO ME UNLESS YOU'VE BOOK YOUR TICKETS.
AS YOU CAN SEE I'VE BEEN FORCED TO RESORT TO THROWING TANTRUMS. YES.

I miss melbourne.

empty promises. I'll try to keep. love.

2007-03-31T13:40:27Z

L: If I was a man, I'd marry kim, selah, nard, jas and mandy. Not because I'm a player or I have a super high sex drive. NO. Simply because I cannot be satisfied coz I'm a fucking selfish pig with the biggest ego to boot.

On the contrary.
I know what I'm going to say now is very. mmm.. dangerous?
But I'll say it anyway.
Babes, I miss you guys shitloads but Uni will be starting soon and I really haven't got time to visit. So heres a little suggestion.
just freaking fly SINGAPORE AIRLINES.
Yay! that way all of you would be forced to stopover in singapore.
I'll be your driver/lover/maid/shopping buddy. ANYTHING. I'm desperate.

lonely? Rough it out. BITCH.

2007-03-30T09:31:43Z

If only Melbourne was a stones throw away from Singapore.
IF ONLY!
I know I whine non-stop.
I can't help it.
I need my 5 girls.

aaronlicious. The sex.

2007-03-27T16:19:39Z

Now that we've both got black tinted buttcheeks.
I shall look forward to more podium bouncing, jiggling and high pitched singing.
Now that you've officially declared war.
I cannot be happier.
AHAHAHAHAHAS.
For the love of god and ourselves of course, I hope they are ushering on thursday. WOOOHOOOHOOOHOOOHOOO.
let's poison their champagne on sunday.
xoxo
hooochiemomma

so far so good. We're hanging on.

2007-03-26T16:29:07Z

Been really busy lately.
Never really had time to take photographs so I shall wait for kok to send some over. ahahs.. I'm so horrible.
so heres a meme coz I feel like it's about time I do something "productive" for a change. AHAHAHA. My excuse is it's therapeutic LAHHHHH

Have you ever drank milk straight
out of the carton?
- yup

Do you think you're old?
- No.

Are you afraid of the dark?
- yeah. (jasmine, stop laughing)

Eye color?
- dark brown

Are you drinking anything right
- voda voda! water lahhh

Do you have good vision?
- Nope.

Do you use big words?
- Only in essays. I love singlish very much.

What are you thinking about right now?
- what to wear tomorrow.

Last movie you watched?
- follow the law

What song's in your head right
- one night only

What will you do next week?
- rest. LIKE FINALLY

Plans for today?
- ahaaa, fashion fest

What's your middle name and why?
- haven't got one.

When was the last time you told
someone "I love you?"
- ahahs.. a long long long time ago. I decided to talk less and act more.

Last stupid thing you did,when u
were drunk?
- suck my toes? I can't remember.

Have you ever crawled through a
window?
- yup. I was year 10 lahhh

What's for lunch?
- that's like tomorrow.

Have you ever eaten dog food?
- nope. don't think so.

Can you handle the truth?
- yeah. I'll live with it.

Bought anything lately?
- yam puff

Any cool scars?
- nope

Name an old school song you like?
- the blue the black and the gold!! AHAHAHA

How often do you talk on the
phone?
- everyday

Is there something you want that
you can't have?
- Nope. you see, I'm trying to be realistic here.

Who did you last hug?
- kok.aa

Name a fault?
- I laugh very loudly and I'm really embarrasing. sometimes. I say. sometimes only lahhh

What was the last thing you ate?
- some really spicy chicken and rice with rainbow sprinkles on it.

LAST ;
Person you rode in a car with?
- mommy

Person you went to the movies with?
- Tere

Last person that made you laugh?
- aaron.bitch ahahs. awww

Person you texted?
- aaron.

Person you Im'ed?
-
Do you like anyone?
- of course.

Sun or moon?
I'm scared of the dark. I'm also scared of the sun. UV rays are EVIL!

Winter or Fall?
winter. so I can throw away my fans and dress up everyday.

left or right?
left. I like wearing my jewellery/watches on my left.

acquaintances or two best
friends?
- doesnt really matter. I'll just live with it.

Sunny or rainy?
- sunny

Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice
cream?
-vanilla

Where do you want to live?
- I'd go wherever my job takes me.

Have you ever eaten spam?
- yeah. I was a boarder. How not to.

Favorite ice cream?
- ben & jerrys. AHAHAS c'mon I even have matching shoes.. AHAHAAS

How many kinds of cereal are in
your cabinet?
- none.

Do you cook?
- I microwave eggs

In the last 48 hours, have you:

Prayed?
- nope

Been hugged?
- yup

Felt stupid?
- of course lah. its slothmo

missed someone?
- nope

Danced Crazy?
- Not really. Just jiggling around backstage.

Lied?
- nope

Have you ever been searched by the
cops?
- No

Have A Dog?
- nope

When was the last time you went
sledding?
- year 9 camp!!

Would you rather sleep with someone
else, or alone?
- I wanna sleep on Nard's bed with Jasmine's doona and kim's bear.

sweet.

2007-03-25T05:32:59Z

Portfolio day was awesome.
No pictures for now. Due to various reasons and also because I'm not quite ready to get sued.
So it's Fashion Fest later.
I have a feeling I'd do a half hearted job tonight coz everyone and everything is super unorganized and I'm on my own. I'm not ready to get yelled at. AHAHAAS